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Sunday, 20 September 2009

  • It's Fun Gettin Into Trouble...

    So as my title suggests, there's a slight chance that trouble may rear it's ugly head. I dunno my spidey senses are tingling. Public Affection "friendly kisses", a hug that's a little too close, a look that could be taken another way. Perhaps my estrogen levels are absurdly high and i'm just reading into things that aren't there. As a matter of fact the more i think of it the more that I think I'm crazy for thinking this. Yea, him??? nah Can't be... Well I don't wanna be added to his list. So I'll just fall back and let his actions speak...I may indulge a tad just enough to prove that I'm right

    Aside from my assumptions I've stated above I'm pretty much Y chromosome free. I haven't been interested lately and men are just so icky these days, all I see are walking breathing dirtbags. I'm waiting for someone to prove to me that not all men are goons. Unfortunately I feel like I may be waiting for a while, because New York is home of the goon...

    School so far has been keeping me extremely busy.., Extremely. So far I've had a quiz every week and already had a paper due...It's been three weeks. I'm trying my hardest to keep up so I don't fall behind. I think this semester will be a good one. I'm taking Japanese the language is wild, but I'm determined to become fluent.

    Anyway I dunno when the next time I'll update this, yea who knows...

    EZ ~ Amira

Tuesday, 08 September 2009

  • Empty?

    My emotions seem to be in an eternal tournament of Ping Pong. There seems to be no end in sight. I am talking to David again and....*sigh* I wrote a whole post and just erased it cause it doesn't feel right. my emotions are haywire fuck it i still can't put it into words...

    I'm praying that god can give me more clues in my sleep because so far my visions are leaving me utterly confused...

    I'm sick and there's no one to talk to, no one to comfort me...ugh I need drugs....

    I'll be back in a few days... 

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

  • Currently
    Modal Soul
    By Nujabes
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    Movin on...

    So I've been MIA lately because my Laptop kicked the bucket. I've been using my phone as a mini laptop definitely isn't working as well as I thought it would.

    AN update on my life:

    JOB
    I put in my two weeks a while ago and Wednesday is my last day. Onward and upward. I have to tap into that inner pool of confidence and try to find something I love or at least make more money...

    SCHOOL
    I can't wait I'm taking Japanese and I'm quite excited first day is monday. I'm going to head to the study abroad office first thing. I want to study abroad in December I'm so ready to see the world ALthough knowing Hunter there will be some reason as to why I won't be able to go.

    THE PAST?
    On Thursday I drove to Queens and got lost by the way I hate Queens again. On my seemingly easy drive I ended up lost in Long Island, Little Neck to be exact(Is that even long island?) Anywho picked up the ex and we headed to the beach. Rockaway I believe it was great the weather was nice and the water was warm. My first and only good beach day this season.

    ::sigh:: Him? Yeah I still love him. Now more than ever though I have to let go. I told him I went through his stuff and saw things I wasn't supposed to. I actually didn't tell him half. If all else fails I know I could definitely become a private investigator lol  

    I was unsure of whether or not something was going to happen. Nothing really did. Bad Old Habits die hard though. I had a dream about him and another girl. Even dreaming about it hurts me. I'm extremely possessive apparently...even in my sleep 

    LOVE?
    *cricket**cricket*

    Y CHROMOSOMES?
    So around here black guys dig white chicks cause that's what they're used to seeing and well they're easy. There's no challenge(not all, just the ones in my area).So when I go out they do a double look and they get real stupid. They don't know how to approach. Then if I spot them tonguing down some drunken white chick they get five fingers in the face even if they did eventually work up the cojones to approach. 

    Lupe as he's called seemed like my type as my best friend pointed out. He has that mellow vibe and he was chill. Alas he ended up gummin it with some white chick that did not look too cute. He could have def done better.  So that was deaded and I am now more convinced that I hate going to bars and clubs becuse it is not my speed. People just seem so unattractive to me in those settings.

    Anyway I'm endin it here...
    Dunno when I'll be back  again.

    ::sigh:: I can't wait till school starts, a decent distraction for a change...


Monday, 10 August 2009

  • A Love Like That....

    There has been so much going on I don't know where to begin and where to end. Most would ay begin at the...well beginning, but unfortunately I don't know where that is. I'm trapped in this whirlwind of mixed emotion I really dunno if I'm coming or going. I'll divulge based on my emotions.

    My parents 25th Anniversary was this past Saturday, and it was great. Despite the fact that I only got about 15 hours of sleep that week, it was truly worth it. My parents are the best and they deserve the best even though they can get me grr rawr sometimes, I really do love them. When it comes to them I spare no expense cause they've never really spared any on me. So as far as my account right now I am so beyond broke it's ridiculous. On top of buying their presents, I aso bought myelf two new pieces of furniture plus appliances, paintings and other items to enhance my Contemporary Asian decor. So I will only be spending money on gas this month. Ugh I don't even want to look at my account again. 

    The party was great I got to see familly I haven't seen in years. Family that I would have definitely passed in the street otherwise. I wish i could see them more often it was fun. My family looked amazing. Mommy's dress was elegant. Cass(my sister) was cute and all my aunts were screamin in the loud Guyanese accent "Eh eh Stop it! Sexy Mira!" lmao It would have been awkward but I already know how my Aunts and cousins can get. I should have gotten a do not touch sign for my butt.

    The liquor as off the chain. Wine, Tequila, Rum, Whiskey, Gin, Vodka, Champagne, Wine Coolers, Beer, there was literally something for everyone. Of course I started with a Vodka cran and orange cause I was stresed the hell out. Everyone kept asking me what I was drinking( the older folks) I always answered nonchalantly. Hilarious.

    Seeing my parents together that night made me realize how lucky I am that they are still together. It also makes me realize that I should be even more selective with who I get involved with. I want a love like theirs. I honestly don't think there is anyone else on earth for either of them. Just thinking of it makes my heart swell. Especially hearing the stories of when they first met and how my dad just knew. 

    I think I'm done searching, looking  and longing. What's for me will come in time, for now I will enjoy the single life and try to rebuild my bank account. 

    Although I did have a dream about a him. We were curled up watching True Blood. I don't know who he is or what he looks like. I never do though my visions are always vague. He's coming though I can feel it he has a job cut out for him cause my walls are definitely back up. I haven't dreamt about a guy in a while. I'm very curious.

    Anywho I was gonna go play Zelda but I think I'm headed to the pool cause it's hot as Hades. 

    Later for now,
    Amira

    P.S Sorry for the length.

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

  • Currently
    BLACKsummers'night (CD/DVD Deluxe Edition)
    By Maxwell
    Cold
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    Holy Crip!!!! I'm A Crapple!!!

    Welp, I've been out nonstop. Gettin into trouble flirting with....danger...

    I'll leave the details off of the blog

    SB is gone so I should be good for a while. The last night he was here him Seddy and I went to Bufallo wild wings. 40 cent wing Tuesday night mmmm. Honey wings ar like craaaaaaack. Anywho I wasn't working the next day so I was ready to drink. So of course I had a Long Island. While we were eatiing The boys started arguing about who looked better...SB said Stacey cause he loves the exotic look. Seddy said Halle cause he lke the more classic beauty...ooo I'll pose the question here: 

    Halle Berry or Stacey Dash?

    Halle Berry
    017

    just in case you needed visuals 

    Anywho it was funny because we got our waitress involved and then the argument turned into who our waitress would wanna sleep with. I could not stop laughing all night. After we ate we went to Vincents and we killed his bottle of E&J. I ended up throwing up...it was GREAT. I also blacked out SB filled me in on a good chunk of the night...funnnnyyyy. I woke up at 7 something on Vincents couch, All I kept thinking was where am I, and how did I get here....I haven't gotten that drunk in a long time. I parked at SBs house so he took me to the car and I drove home. Yea the rents weren't too happy bout that one.

    So my other friend who was an Alpha had a party on the 4th. They made their chapter juice. it was yummy it had apples and oranges in it. the Nu Nectar ugh I could go for some and we played taboo. Fun times

    I saw someone from the past he seemed interesting...to look at. More than that eh.

    Tonight I saw the first troublesome Taurus. I think I am attracted to Taurans especially when they're drunk. I dunno what it is about them. Damn He's fine... And of course he has amnesia ::sigh:: That's for the best anyway. I'll be good...well decent.

    I wanna study abroad this winter I really wanna go to D.R but I think I may end up in P.R ehh whatever I just wanna be in some spanish country learning some...spanish lol. We'll see how that goes...

     
     
    Ugh please take me there I wanna go THERE!!!! 

    Oh yea and about my title. I'm on crutches now. I think I may have hurt my foot dancing. The doctors don't know whats going on....they never do. I swear I'm an alien I always get these unknown conditions. I think I may be diabetic only because I keep hearing the word and seeing it every. Plus it runs in the family. So far according to the blood tests that's not the case though. Going for another one tomorrow though. We'll see what happens...

    I want excitement...hopefully I'll find some once I get my foot back 

    I think that'll be it for now.
     
    Easy,
    ~Amira

    P.S Maxwell is hot effinn Potatoes....damn I'm loving this album!!!! I'll blog about it later...

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    • Birthday: 12/29/1987
    • Gender: Female
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