There has been so much going on I don't know where to begin and where to end. Most would ay begin at the...well beginning, but unfortunately I don't know where that is. I'm trapped in this whirlwind of mixed emotion I really dunno if I'm coming or going. I'll divulge based on my emotions.
My parents 25th Anniversary was this past Saturday, and it was great. Despite the fact that I only got about 15 hours of sleep that week, it was truly worth it. My parents are the best and they deserve the best even though they can get me grr rawr sometimes, I really do love them. When it comes to them I spare no expense cause they've never really spared any on me. So as far as my account right now I am so beyond broke it's ridiculous. On top of buying their presents, I aso bought myelf two new pieces of furniture plus appliances, paintings and other items to enhance my Contemporary Asian decor. So I will only be spending money on gas this month. Ugh I don't even want to look at my account again.
The party was great I got to see familly I haven't seen in years. Family that I would have definitely passed in the street otherwise. I wish i could see them more often it was fun. My family looked amazing. Mommy's dress was elegant. Cass(my sister) was cute and all my aunts were screamin in the loud Guyanese accent "Eh eh Stop it! Sexy Mira!" lmao It would have been awkward but I already know how my Aunts and cousins can get. I should have gotten a do not touch sign for my butt.
The liquor as off the chain. Wine, Tequila, Rum, Whiskey, Gin, Vodka, Champagne, Wine Coolers, Beer, there was literally something for everyone. Of course I started with a Vodka cran and orange cause I was stresed the hell out. Everyone kept asking me what I was drinking( the older folks) I always answered nonchalantly. Hilarious.
Seeing my parents together that night made me realize how lucky I am that they are still together. It also makes me realize that I should be even more selective with who I get involved with. I want a love like theirs. I honestly don't think there is anyone else on earth for either of them. Just thinking of it makes my heart swell. Especially hearing the stories of when they first met and how my dad just knew.
I think I'm done searching, looking and longing. What's for me will come in time, for now I will enjoy the single life and try to rebuild my bank account.
Although I did have a dream about a him. We were curled up watching True Blood. I don't know who he is or what he looks like. I never do though my visions are always vague. He's coming though I can feel it he has a job cut out for him cause my walls are definitely back up. I haven't dreamt about a guy in a while. I'm very curious.
Anywho I was gonna go play Zelda but I think I'm headed to the pool cause it's hot as Hades.
Later for now,
Amira
P.S Sorry for the length.
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